James,
It feels like just yesterday that we were walking through the parking lot and holding hands, laughing because we felt so good about our future. We were happy and then God came and took you away from me. I have not been happy since. I don't know how to laugh without your laugh, I don't know how to get through the day without your voice, I don't know how to live without you James. I miss you so very much. Tomorrow will be 7 months since you went home. I feel so lost tonight thinking about tyou with the lamp shade on. That was going to be your hat that day. Lord, why didn't I just stay awake. I feel like if I would not have fallen asleep, you would still be here to protect me today. You were always here for my Jaime, you tried so hard to be so good to me. I love you more and more each day. I miss you James and I cry each and every day for you. You are my soulmate, we share so much and I know that you see me when I cry. I can feel your touch and the warmth that you put into it.
I love you always and Forever James,
Tricia Ann
Jaime,
The day I found you on that floor was the day my life stopped as I knew it. Now I have the memories of your love. I also have the memories of all that you are teaching me since. I miss you so very much baby and know that you are still here with me. I need you I will always need you. I can't believe that soon it will be 6 months since you have passed into Spirit. I know that God has plans for you Jimmy, I wish that I could be with you where you are now. I know that it is such a beautiful, peaceful place. I know that your pain is gone and that the love you feel is ever so strong. I can feel it when you are with me. I miss you so mucy Baby, I am selfish, but I so wish that you could be here with me always. I know that is not fair for God needs you too. GOD has out paths made out before we ever knew, for it is you who decided to go home first. I will always be here and you there, until the day that God calls me home too. I pray for some peace and strength to get through these trying days. They are so hard Jaime. Some days I feel like I can't go on. It is those days that I know that you are closest. You are right by my side, helping to pray for God's strength to keep me going. I am so tired my love, so tired and drawn. I just don't know how much more I can take. It is such a challenge and then tomorrow will come with more challenges. I need God's Love, I need your Love too. For without you and God I would be lost in this world alone.
I love you JAMES CRUZ - Always and Forever - Your heart,
Tricia Ann
James,
You were so shy when I met you. Then you came to life and became this lovable, adorable, sweet, caring man. I am sooooooo very blessed that God allowed me the priveledge of spending the rest of your life with you. I know that if it wasn't fait, we never would have met.
I love you so very much Jaime. I will keep your memory alive and well in all that i do....
Always with Love,
Trish
Walking down the beach and picking up shells, sea glass and smooth rocks. James loved to pick up the ones with holes. Every time that I find one with a hole, I know that it is sent from James, so that I know that he is at peace, yet still with me.
I love you James,
Trish
